Terrence Ong - 王耀宗

.Friday, June 13, 2008

im bak again, and i dunnoe wth is going on.. i tired smiling, laughing, helping ppl, all sorts of stuffs buying cakes bak hme..nth seems to go right..everydae seems to hab family prob to me im worn out toally worn out..who can really noe hw im feeling hu can i tell my sorrows to?i hate to smile i find it damn fake.i cant continue smiling anymore,thr hurt thr seems thr forever!why?!why mus this always happen to me!?i tried being good frens wid __ but i really cant!i tired caring for her entertaning her but i doubt she would feel happy at all..im really at my wits ends!almost gonna be 3 yrs in bendmeer..im really dunnoe wad on earth im doing..why the others are able to get wad they wan when i jus cant?!i tried having a positive attitude towards everyone even to myself, but i really cant..in this world,im really getting hurt every time,y cant i hab my own happy moments one dae..ppl concerns really isnt worth,i hereby really apologise to u guys i really cant do it!i cant smile having my jokes my laugh anymore,i find this world very scary everything seems going wrong whenver i does smth,wad did i do wrong during my last life?!n nw i nid to pay my sins!watching ppl along the streets, dramas i really find them very blessing and forunate, i really hope them will cherish the ppl infrnt of them.although i said i muz nt tok about love anymore,but im still thinking of ___.i dunnoe wad the fuck i shld do rite now,if transferring schl,without seeing ___ when schl reopens im more than happy to do so..my heart hab been shattered into pcs,intially *** told me to hab confidence but i really cant, ___ said dunnoe im still carrying on..im really nt blaming ___ and of course i dun wan ___ to feel guily, i wan her to smile laugh every dae,n i noe cos of my fault my presnece everything changed everything i done is juz to harm ppl adding more troubles to ___ which i mus nt do at all..im really suffering, im worn out..i gonna juz collapased any moment..in tags replies i said i will kip a positive attitude,but sry guys i really cant, hate mi if u wan..im really worn out pls gib mi some daes to calm down and think, meditate, throughly..sry my frens and to ____!

Friday, June 13, 2008

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