.Thursday, September 04, 2008
HELLLO READERS, BACK FROM MY GRANDMA'S HSE..
FIRSTLY: HAPPY BDAE JOYCE!! HAPPY 13 BDAE! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!
Haiis, well ,nth to do thr actually, spending my time juz playing with my cousins, well, i'm really damn bored alright? And i juz found out smth, my eyesight is deotorating alr, from bad to worse, even my com is near me i can't see it clearly.. OMFG!!
WEll, smth had happened when i was at grandma's place, soothe out all my sorrows to her, its like i told her every single thing tat i want to say , 9 sep it would be 3mnths me waiting for her, i don't hope for wad.. Juz prepare for hurt.
To her: Well, i really don't know wad to do..
I feel so guilty tat i kept on smsing you..
Last time i swore i won't sms you again,
but still i smsed you, wads wrong?
cos i love you...
Every single time you have been giving me hurt,
Its okay..
Everytime you don't wanna talk to me in schl,
Its okay
Sometimes you don;t wanna reply my sms,
Its okay
but can you at least treat me slightly better?
I did soo much things for you,
but why in the end i get hurt everyime from you?!
i really don't know why, i tell myself not to love you
but i really can't i really can'T!
Can you tell me wad to do? can you pls?
I really miss the moment we were outside for tat few hours only..
I really miss the moment we talked over the phone..
But i guess it won't happened again, anymore..
Cos the more i irritate you, the more you hates me..
I pray everyday, you would treat me better,
Sometimes it happeend,
but mostly it does not..
I typed this why?
I'm not letting you to see, even though your com is ok, you oso wouldn't care bout me i guess..
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Thursday, September 04, 2008