.Thursday, September 11, 2008
To THEM: I'm really sorry for putting my legs in and poking my nose into you guys matters!
Its like totally my fault alrights? If i did not offer to help the both of you, nothing will happened to both of you at all! Its all entirely my fault okay? I really feel very remourseful towards you guys, making you cried and history gonna repeat, i really feel i'm a dumbass and acting smart tat i can help the both of you yeah? I'm really sorry, its all my fault! My childishness, my ignorance and my selfishness.. Its all my fault, i'm really sorry, I really hope god will make the both of you back together as before, pls pls pls! I PRAY HARD! Its all my fault, i'm juz so sorry!
To Her: Regardless of waht smses i sent you, how long is it, how much feelings i typed, its like of no total use! I said juz not long ago, about my feelings how i feel, yet you still never reply, i think its all my fault, everytime seems to go against me every person seems to hates me, i really don't knw why i have these kind of thinking, i'm really hurt by the way you treated me, but its my fault, my retribution of me treating the both of you like this, wad else can i do either than doing tat?. I tried to make you hate me but i really can't, its all my fault.. I shldnt have love you at all or get to knw you at all. making you in this hard positiion everyday in my irritating and disturbance maeks me feel guilty and bad, i'm sorry! I want to forget you, but its hard, real hard, damn hard!I have tonnnes of troubles! Studies, Money( Need to return so many fcking debts!) , Love, Friends and family...Can anyone help me? I'm really at wits ends!
Thursday, September 11, 2008