Everything seems to go wrong & wrong..
I appeared alright at the outside,
but inside deeply, it really hurts alot..
Things jus happened in a flash ..
I can't breathe at all , not a single bit.
I'm really sick & tired of everything alr
I told myself times & again not to have any wild thoughts ,
but i juz can't helped myself from doing that..
Why is this also happening to me?!
I'm sick & tired of it alr!
Can i juz get out of this scary situation?!
I knw i'm in the wrong , everything tat happened is my fault
But pls , god , i need your help to help me make my decision!
I have a plan , & i'm not going to say out at all
Not to anyone, it will be a secret.
Let fate decided ,
& its been ages i seen her online alr .
God, i need your help , pls & thanks
Saturday, November 08, 2008