Friends , i really do not have the mood in typing wad had happened on that particualr day and so on. These days , i've thought thru , why will things happened like that? I guessed its all my fault . If i'll treat her better nth will happen to us. I'm really damn sad and depressed these few days. Even friends can feel it , and i got a scolding frm brother and he told me stop smsing her if not i will be damn cheap .

You tot i want to sms her ?! I really love her alot, i want to talk to her ! But yet, time and again , she did not reply my msgs at all ! How come things will happend like that ? Its very hurting you knw ? Why can't we be like last time? I did laughed today, but not as much as before & not as loud as before. I'm really at wits end . Sch reopening tomorrow , yet my mood nvr changes frm worst - bad. It getting worst! When i'm alone , i will think of her and the happy moments. What to do ?

GTG all , bye
Thursday, January 01, 2009